Okay, maybe, just maybe, I'm pressurizing myself too hard.

Last thursday, considering that it's wednesday, I can't remember much. There was speech day rehearsals I think.

Friday, I can't remember also!

Saturday was speech day. Things I looked forward to didn't really happen, there wasn't any section renuion. Mavis and I kept questioning each other during the whole thing. The name reading was damn boring, as usual. The dance perfomance was the best ever. Liwei, said, the first time we played disney, my solo was soft (!!!) I'm glad the second time was alright. Cos, the second time, we played for our seniors. After that, I had lunch out with Yiyuan and Nadia, best ever! (: Oh man, I really love you guys. Though lunch wasn't that long, but it was great especially with great band friends (:

Sunday, church in the morning, pretty alright. We read matthew 12, had a discussion in small group. Soon Kuan made the discussion pretty interesting, but it was too early in the morning for me, and I didn't really talk much. I guess, I'm really not much of a morning person. Lunch at Tiong Market[I think.] Some where there, but it was some pretty high class place, and the food was pretty good, and expensive as well huh. After that, went for tuition. Tuition was super dead without Clarence, I realised. Went down with Linda to get our food before the next tuition. 4 to 6 was pretty alright. I can't remember much now though. Had dinner with Joshua after that. (: Then went home.

Monday, I can't remmeber what happened except for band. Band was well, really chaotic. I don't really want to elaborate since whatever happened, happened for a purpose I guess. We'll just have to continue improving and become the best we can be, not just for ourselves or the CCA points. But because, we love the band. Had a almost two hour long chat with Mavis over the phone after that. I realised how some people can be so hypocritical sometimes. I guess we all have our weaknesses, and we can't condemn anyone.

Tuesday, was crazy, really!! Mock tests after Mock tests. School really pulls us to our limits, and sometimes, over them. E math was already super tiring, but to have SS after that, was just _____. Maybe teachers just don't understand us, and think we're super heros who are ready to take on any challenge anywhere, anytime, anyplace. I guess, as students, we have no choice and no say in this. We just have to carry on, surviving as best as we can. After that, there was still about half an hour of band.

I'm so glad today's Wednesday. There's still Thursday and Friday to the weekends! I can't wait. Today was alright, in fact I kinda love today alot. All the lessons were super slack and everything. There was a new History teacher, and I can't say that she was interesting. I wanted to sleep. Chinese test was impossible, I fell asleep halfway and laoshi woke me up with a knock with her pen. Kinda scared me, I continued the paper after that, I still finished it, and had ample time for more sleep. People around me were still frantically doing the paper. This scared me, I guess my papers are usually done pretty fast. Went home with Gracia and Sarah, I think there's something wrong with me, really. So, I'm sorry if I do anything wrong or hurt anyone yeah. I didn't do it intentionally. Love!